death is preferable to life

Jai Sri Ram,
Never to this day have i done an evil turn to anybody my ascendancy,

I wonder for what offence has providence subjected me to such a terrible suffering all at once,

I would fain go and spend the rest of my life at my father's but would on no account serve a co-wife as there is life in me,

For him whom heaven allows so survive as a dependant of an enemy, death is preferable to life,

May Lord bless all,

Thanks Please