Sri Rama repeating it to self that with what face i will return back to ayodhya without you,
After sacrificing a beloved brother it would not be possible to be back home,
Losing brother for the sake of wife is very indifferent of time,
I would have suffered oblique in the world for my inability to recover my wife; for after all the loss of wife is not a serious loss if compared it with lose of brother,
May Lord bless all,
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